last day of skul and i am still busy for my own society. holiday is coming but i don't feel like it. i am damn busy. haih... y should i join so many activities and make myself stress? thinking to quit some but scare tt i will regret. somehow activities r crashing with each other. jus hoping tt sooner all later everything will get find. it's hard to solve them becos i know i will not satisfy to wat i hv now. Result r terrible and i jus keep on thinking about the +ve side tt actually i hv improvement. thk to pn see tt wake me up from this stupid dream. i should and i shall work hard during holiday. if not which uni can i go and further study in?